Ode to Husband



When I was a child I worked for every crumb of affection and approval.

But I grew up and convinced myself I was worthwhile.

Then I got married to you.

I used to think I was lovable. Now I am despised.

I used to think my worldview was valid. Now every thing I believe is mocked.

I used to think I spoke with some authority. Now my words are ignored.

I used to believe in myself. Now I doubt my own mind.

I used to enjoy living. Now I look forward to dying.

Yours.